この数年間、とにかく前に進みたくて、届かないものに手を触れたくて
それが具体的に何を指すのかも
ほとんど脅迫的とも言えるようなその思いが
どこから湧いてくるのかもわからずに僕はただ働き続け
気づけば、日々弾力を失っていく心が、ひたすら辛かったそしてある朝、かつてあれほどまでに真剣で切実だった思いが
遠野貴樹 – 秒速5センチメートル
きれいに失われていることに僕は気づき
もう限界だと知った時、会社を辞めた
For the last few years, I wanted to move ahead.
I was reaching for something I couldn’t have, but I didn’t even know what I was reaching for.
I couldn’t figure out one of those kinds of thoughts came from, and why they were threatening me like that.
So I just kept on working.
It was hard.
I could feel my mind losing its Edge day after day.One morning.
Takaki Tono – 5cm Per Second
I realized I’d lost all the ambition I had.
Whatever kept me going was now completely gone.
I know I’d reached my limit.
So I quit my job.